So You Want to be an Artist?

Issue 3 of Diana's Art Blog

​If you are anything like I was, you have always felt there was an artist in you, that you could create beautiful paintings and drawings...sculptures...jewelry...pottery...basketry...or so many other things! Or maybe you were so deeply conditioned against it that you had no idea what that quiet yearning gnawing forever at your gut was all about. You just knew that you ached for more! And also, if you are anything like I was, the world did not encourage you in this. Maybe your 7th. grade art teacher told you you had no talent. Maybe your parents and other authorities made sure to tell you that being an artist or writer or creative artisan is not a REAL job. Heck, I was so discouraged in going the artist's way that it took genetic and chronic illness and trauma, culminating in serious disability, to get me to the place where I would even let loose and try this. I had exhausted all other possibilities. The road for me had dead-ended (or so I thought!). I was in deep despair for a time, questioning all I ever thought I knew or believed. There was nothing left for me because I could no longer continue to be a nurse--again, so I thought! 

Yes, I had come to the end of my rope, and though I didn't know it right away, the way UP and OUT of the abyss of disability was ART, both painting and writing. I had no formal training and little knowledge, no tools, and no confidence. But I did have the desire. The creative spirit was always strong in me, and now it could no longer be denied. I was determined somehow to follow my secret passion and learn to be a painter. I already could sketch a little when necessary. And I felt I had a good eye for color and composition. I had always been good with my hands. So I began the process of gathering the skills and tools I needed, one baby step at a time. I tell you these things NOT because it is all about me, but because I believe my experience can encourage YOU to get YOUR art on. 

And so it began. I was sitting alone most of my days in a studio apartment in San Francisco, having lost everything: my mobility, my health, my former ability to make a living as a nurse. I was weak, obese, constantly in a state of physical fatigue, and felt defeated. I had actually become homeless, but a kind hospital social worker or two helped me get established in life again. Soon I had the apartment, a power wheelchair, could get around a little better in my building and in my apartment. Later, advenuresome me actually went out on the streets of the Tenderloin district of San Francisco in that power wheelchair, seeking out beauty and art supplies!! But even before this, I found I had cataracts, and my vision was going. Surgeries ensued. I could still not do anything to begin painting. However, I was able to fuzzily watch the adorable Bob Ross on television as he softly intoned his sweet instructions on painting, the joy of it, the happy little accidents of it, and how we could do whatever we want on the canvas, our own world! What a dream of a teacher and artist he was! And I am sad that he is gone so young! 

But still, it took me a while to begin painting. So I watched his show and a couple of others through blurry eyes during the year it took to get my cataracts removed and lenses replaced. But I could see and hear well enough to pick up on the important things. I got the gist of things. My desire was strong to create beauty with a message! For me, there MUST be a message of some kind, something uplifting or revealing. And I did get to that place. As I slowly regained physical strength through certain inner processes and meditation, I began to dream that I was painting, that it was easy, I dreamed full-blown knowledge about the processes and techniques. I had to begun to absorb and bring out of my inmost self the knowledge and skills that it would take to manifest the painter in me! 

But again, this isn't about me. I tell you all this because I KNOW that I know that I know that there is some sort of artist in us all, some sort of creative maker and doer of lovely things. If we are at all made in the image of a divine uber-soul creator/God/Divine Presence/Consciousness, it is in this, that we ARE creative! ALL of us. And we are ALL connected at our core, without exception. And so, when we bring out the artist in ourselves, we have a hand in bringing out the artist in all of our human siblings. Together, with our creative selves awakened, there is nothing we can't do. We can create a new and harmonious world. We have this power within us. 

However, don't be like I was; don't wait for calamity to slow you down before you begin to connect to your artsy self! Buy, beg, or borrow those books that will give you the knowledge you need. Spend time in contemplative silence so that you can begin to hear the voice of your muse, the voice that calls forth the artist in you. The painter. The sculptor. The chef. The decorator. The basket maker. The beading or jewelry maker! The photographer! The videographer! The candle maker. The potter. The artist of LOVE (most important!) who knows how to make others feel better about themselves, to reflect back to them their whole, balanced and creative selves! What an art real love is! The material arts are all truly and best motivated by this inner Love Artist! 

And once you have found that calling you have to create something, whatever it is, then jump in! Read the books, watch the television shows and the Youtube tutorials. Then begin to gather the materials. It may be no more than a piece of paper and a pencil at first. Or a hank of grasses or reeds for basketry. Or perhaps it will be a pound of clay; or a skein of yarn and a crochet hook; some fabric, needle, and thread. Perhaps your art is writing. The tools for that are not hard to find. Don't be afraid. Have faith. Jump in without a parchute and let loose, immersing yourself in the process. To do so will free you and heal you, inside and out. Ignore the old, loud and insistent negative voices and listen instead to the muse within. That voice, your gut, your intuition, though still and small and almost always going against the grain of the status quo, will not steer you wrongly!  

So grab that brush, that canvas, that paper, pen, pencil, needle and thread, that colored ink, that hunk of clay just asking to be molded into life! Take hold of that laptop and write that poetry, that uplifiting fable, that novel of overcoming! Make those beautiful pictures that speak of what lies within us all. Pour your heart and soul, your intent and emotion into making this world a better place through the art that has chosen to express through you. Listen to the voice, follow its instructions, step by step. Persist. Believe. Never give up. You can DO this. You can GET YOUR ART ON and make a REAL difference in the world. I've got your back.

You can contact me via the form below. Call on me when you feel down. I will encourage you because I did it. Up and out of the abyss, the higher self of me lifted me. It took near death and calamity to get me there, for I was so deeply indoctrinated into my own worthlessness, despite being gifted with many gifts, that I was afraid to step on on a limb and really try. I listened to the WRONG voices. Most of us do. We are deeply conditioned. It does NOT have to remain that way for us! We can GET OUR ART ON, no matter where we are or what our circumstances might be. We can create a new reality if we have a mind to! As the saying goes, we are only just walking one another home. And what is home? It is that place in us where we realize that we are truly connected, where we see no division, where we can know harmony. This is my wish for us all. 

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